Matt has no idea how he looks, because standing up straighter does absolutely nothing to make him look like he's in less pain, like he's less...
Broken.
He wants to run over and grab Matt, hug him, be sure it's him and feel for injuries that he knows has to be under there but he's so damn scared. Scared Matt will not be there and this is just a new way for his brain to torture him and he's actually asleep on his desk. Scared Matt will be there and it will hurt him even more.
He lifts a trembling hand to swipe at his face and is surprised that it's dry. He's not crying, maybe because he doesn't remember how in this exact moment. "Can- Can I hug you? Will it hurt you? Fu- Fudge, Matty, you look like a building fell on you."
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Date: 2020-11-08 11:28 am (UTC)Broken.
He wants to run over and grab Matt, hug him, be sure it's him and feel for injuries that he knows has to be under there but he's so damn scared. Scared Matt will not be there and this is just a new way for his brain to torture him and he's actually asleep on his desk. Scared Matt will be there and it will hurt him even more.
He lifts a trembling hand to swipe at his face and is surprised that it's dry. He's not crying, maybe because he doesn't remember how in this exact moment. "Can- Can I hug you? Will it hurt you? Fu- Fudge, Matty, you look like a building fell on you."